. "To be without a thing from free-will , i.e. to deprive one ' s self of a thing not to make use of it , to deny one ' s self a thing , to abstain from ; cf. absol. ." . "To be without a thing from free-will , i.e. to deprive one ' s self of a thing not to make use of it , to deny one ' s self a thing , to abstain from ; cf. absol. ." . .